I mean.. the happiness he has now. I will always wish that he will not lose that. That is the only thing will always make him happy and smile and it is the most precious thing and very mean to him in his life. I won't stop pray for his happiness cz i know 'that' is the only thing won't ever go out from his life and he'll realize one day he will always have them.
I really have to find ways to overcoming my jealousy before it ruins our relationship.
There's a guilt feeling in me this whole time which i do not know how to overcome it. I do not know what should i do next. Wondering when and HOW. Things get tough and i don't think i can handle it.
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