Eid

1 more day left before Raya! Hoorayy. Time flies damn fast right? :p The day that only happen once in a year finally comes. Therefore, for the muslims, we all should enjoy to the max on these wonderful days.

I shopped 3 times for raya this year. Dont even know why maybe i just felt it was just not enough. Even now i feel like shopping again :3 Anyhow, i'm going back to my mom's side in sg buloh first this time. I cant waittttttt. Oh actually I already packed, its just the matter of time. We'll be leaving soon which is, it's already 2.33am in the morning and my whole family still awake and busy preparing.

The best part of Raya is that you get ang pauuu from your aunties and uncles. Awesome right, I know. Hahaha. *Okay sorry for being too hyper, im always like this every year when raya comes* LOL. And I'm really looking forward to see all my cousin and niece soon.

So dear my muslim friends, I would like to wish you all

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Forgive all my mistakes that I have done to you guys or if I ever hurt your feelings in any ways. Let's forgive the past and start new! Love, Dila. xoxo

Quotes

If you don't call me all day I understand, when you don't text me all day I understand, when I stop loving you I hope you understand.

I MEAN IT. Sincerely, dila.

Knock me down

I'm not the same person anymore.

Things become too serious and makes me more emotional.

Just knock my head will yaa?

Stand strong

I just dont feel like i have a boyfriend anymore. There's so many things i wanna tell him but when i confronted him, my mind was totally blank. I didnt know what to do.

Coz i know i will never get what i want. I cant have him! i have to accept that. no matter what.

things have changed. things go differently now. i tried to call him, to apologize. but im scared if the same thing will happen all over again. i dont wanna hurt anyone right. as the matter in fact, i dont wanna get hurt by anyone as well. i dont wanna repeat my mistakes again.

i know im not the first person he loves,

but i love him so much till i dont wanna lose him. but this is all bullshit and i just feel like giving up. but i dont want to. nothing can bring me down.

Usually i go for what i want, but this time its not the same anymore.

This is all wrong and i wish i know what to do to make things better.

Now, i feel so empty.