Me in form 4

Hello fellows~ New year is just 1 day away! Gaahhh. Time flies so fast :S

So my mom and i went to school and bought books this morning. I checked the class list and looked up what class am i in too. Well, i got into science class. As for my close friend Syarihan. She got into sastera class. We're not gonna be in the same class anymore errr how sad.

Shopped school stuff too. Wouldn't you feel great when u wear all new to school? New uniform, new shoes and yeah others too! Gaahhh I feel awesome man feel like can't wait for school pulak haha weird right feel semangat all of a sudden when got new uniform! Well me and mom didn't just buy my school's stuff we shopped other things too hahahaha. Had a great day today. Had a great day too yesterday.

Watched movie My soul to take with some friends at sunway yesterday. But didn't do anything much afta that just had light meals.

Umphh tmrrow might going to shop again with family. Dad has so mny things to buy. So am i pffftt menyibuk je. New year new things ha? I haven't bought stationary yet! school's bag too! :p since dad wanna shop tmrrow why don't i take the opportunity to shop too :D I'm so bad hahahaha. Oh my, i;m so sleepy o.0 i haven't slept or rest since i got home this evening. I should go to bed. Goodnight! Byeee~

Gonna miss them

Went to bbq party last night at sec20 with Zenith, my cheer team. We celebrating Zaa's birthday. Plus, sharm, zul and hasif are going to their college back which we can't see them often afta this. Awww :( But they're away to study right so study hard yea guys? Take care of yourself :p Any of us didn't even bring a camera that night haha. So we didn't take pictures much. We used zul's phone instead. Gonna miss those unforgettable moments. Gaahhhh D: ♥

It was a pot luck. So each of us brought food for the bbq. I brought cupcakes. Made evry name of them on each cupcake. Well you can see the pic there. Zaa got 2 cakes that night. 1 from us and another one was from her bf wishing happy anniversary. Awwww :p We were throwing cakes, the creams and water :3 Haha. But i didn't throw all those creamy thingy, I ran away from it instead cz i didn't want to get dirty. But at the end i also kene one geezzz haha but we had fun though. Thanks for a great time guys after all we've been through together :') ♥

Feel glad

I'm very happy as i got good results for PMR yesterday. Yeah went to school with Syarihan. I was really nervous, especially when i saw my class teacher Pn.Abibah and getting more nervous when i walk closer to her. My heart beating really fast! Finally got my results from her! 5A 3B. I was kindda shocked because the result was so an unexpected. I never, yeah 'NEVER' expect for 5A's. Seriously :O Eventho i didn't get straight A's still i'm happy for getting good results. To be honest i thought i'm gonna get 1 or 2A's only. Turned out 5A's! I'm proud of myself. So does my mom. My dad too. My whole family too! :D They congratulate me soon as i told them about my results.

Till now i still can't believe it. Truth to be told, i didn't work and study hard before exam. I mean i studied like i use to study for exams. I even joined cheer this year and it's not easy to divide times between study and cheer and i didn't even go to tuition! Haha. One of my friend is proud of me because even i joined cheerleading i still can achieved 5A's. Thank you babe ♥ I still can't beat my sister though. She got 6A's when she was my age. Haishh. I shall work harder and beat her in SPM.

Well whatever it is, here are my results;

• BM - A
• BI - A
• MATH - A
• SCI - B
• SEJ - B
• GEO - A
• KH - A
• AGAMA - B

As you can see i got B for agama. How embarrassing haha -.- However, dad brought us dinner at Victoria Station in USJ taht night for celebrating my results haha :D My family and i had a great night. Love yah dad! But i do have 1 more request haha. I wanna go vacation with my friend this monday. Just for 1 night. Well i haven't asked my dad yet about it. Hope can lor :/ Plus, school is opening soon. Really gotta enjoy these few days before school starting. I mean, really. Haven't bought school stuffs with mom yet. Dunno when. Probably this weekend. Grrrr boring wanna go buy myself if i could or with someone :p Haha. Naahhh he's busy nowadays :(

One of my cheer teammate is having BBQ tmrrow night with my cheer team. It's a pot luck. Excited to go cz some of them are gonna off to studying. Well, evryone has to go study in UITM or college someday. I will. I guess. Haha. Maybe i'm going and gonna bring some food which i think i'll just bring cupcakes cz that's the only thing i can bake at home by myself than wasting money buy outside food D: Hurmm but i may be gonna buy some snacks kot -.- cz i dont have snack at home so i guess i have to buy it. But i have no more money $$$ Gonna die wehh haha. Well see how laa :p Till then~

These pictures are taken last night during dinner.

Thnks again to dad :D

my steak :p

me ans my sista

me going crazyyy

Won't forget that day

I really had spent quality times with ZENITH, my cheer team. Yesterday was the final day of cheer comp. We didn't win. We got sixth place out of 9 team. At least we're not the last. But the most important thing is we had fun together

Afta the cheer comp we went to Pavilion. Walking around. Then, my friend Syarihan came. She supposed to come and see me my team perform earlier that day but she overslept -.- HAHA. But it's okay. I didn't go back with zenith that evening. I accompanied sya go to setiawangse hangout out with her frens and shisha.

It was tiring but i'll never forget all those days. Practices and hanging out together, burst out laughing together camwhoring together. I'll miss them very much but i'll see them soon or later. Take care to Sharm Noh and Hasif Rozali cz they're gonna go back to UITM and UPM to study. Study smart yeah :)

Laa we're gonna see each other pun afta this cz we got job from Mcd Kota Kemuning performing for their grand opening this coming january. Christmast is only few days away hehe so MERRY CHRISTMAST and Happy New Year evryone. Hope this new year i can celebrate with zenith. Here some pictures :)

Us at Pavilion

Our stunt :)

Zenith :p

Single base

My Y-scale

Zaa Eyzaa scorpian

Zenith had fun

Yesterday was the competition. It was held in Sungei Wang Plaza. And we made it to the final :D We got 6th place out of 9. It was okay. We had fun though. Jags was awesome wehh! The guys are very good-looking and hot. Omg :D haha. So we will be performing again next Sunday starts at 1pm. Do come and support me and my team :) Further information ask me yeah? Here some pictures that i took.

Me and my team. ZENITH

Me and Sharm, co-captain.

The stage.

How weh

I am so envy with what you have, with what i see with my own eyes.

I mean.. the happiness he has now. I will always wish that he will not lose that. That is the only thing will always make him happy and smile and it is the most precious thing and very mean to him in his life. I won't stop pray for his happiness cz i know 'that' is the only thing won't ever go out from his life and he'll realize one day he will always have them.

I really have to find ways to overcoming my jealousy before it ruins our relationship.

There's a guilt feeling in me this whole time which i do not know how to overcome it. I do not know what should i do next. Wondering when and HOW. Things get tough and i don't think i can handle it.

Hard ya?

I ate Mcd 2 days in a row. That makes me cheer up a little bit as i'm very depress lately. Somehow that's still not enough. Of course it's not because that won't change a thing or make things better. So yaa

I'm going through difficult times these past few days. Had a big fight with someone. He scolded me and yelled at me and say things that really hurts me very bad. This bad feeling is gonna take some times to heal :( I'm so depress right now. Really can't describe by words. It's tough. Have no idea wht to do right now. I'm so downnnn. It just so hard going through this process.

It was my fault though. I don't know how to take care of ppl's feelings sometimes. I just let it out just like that by saying stuffs that can hurt ppl's feeling without thinking first :( I am very sorry. Maybe this happens for reasons. Shit la wehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. GOD, i hate this :'(

I hate struggle through life. It all just seems have gone wrong. I'm not good at this. Life is just hard. I have to accept that somehow. Whatever it is, i still do have a choice. It may be not an easy choice, by any means. It may be a very difficult choice. *sighs*

I might go crazy la O.O i hope this won't affect my health as my cheer comp is just 1 week away so is my sister's engagement. I really have to get this out of my mind. I wish i could -.- It's not easy as it seems. Someone pls wake me up!!! I really don't have 'the mood' to do anything including any things that i use love to do it. Just 'knock me down' can ya? Fucked up. Enough said.

Rain oh rain

As you notice, this month is kindda like month of raining. Get what i mean? It'll rain every single day. How sad. I don't really like rains. Yeah really. Well sometimes lahh. Today we practised in rain today. We dance in the rain. How funny. It was fun though. My fren Lia n Zaa did the stunts in the rain. But ha Zaa is having exams right now. What i mean exams is SPM yaw! Hope she won't get sick :S

Vb's tournament is this weekend. I mean it'll start on friday. We only have 1 day left to practise which it's a little too late now. But haa have to come lor cz have to do the physical. I just hate physical gaahhh. The tournament will be held in Shah Alam sec9. 3 days in a row. I mean if we get to go to the final. *Right -___-"* we will be playing with primary school's players. Goshh don't underestimate them as they're very good in volleyball :O

I'm just so tired today. Tomrrow morning have to wake up early some more -.- what wehh. Toodles ppl~