Not a lucky day

Went tournament few days ago. It went well. I guess -.- Sadly, we didn't win. Almost win. Very close to winning but i think it's just not our lucky day that's all. Shall try again next year. But overall it was okay. At least we had fun. Thanks to the supporters who really shouted and cheer like hell that day. You guys are the best :D

Besides that, incident happened too. Example like I fell down and got serious injury haha! What a sad day. Blood was coming out non-stop. Very scary. But I still played though. They needed me haha. It's okay at least we go there for exposure. Here are the pictures. Enjoy and have a nice day :)

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I hope the thing that I expect to happen will happen. But future can always change. We will never know what is going to happen in the future. Just pray hard. That's all we can do.

A bit busy lately with volleyball and stuff. Getting more frustrated and stress out. Trying to cheer myself up everyday. I laugh without reasons certain times. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Well it doesn't matter as long as I keep the smile on my face.

Tomorrow's friday so I guess it will just be another boring day for me. It will be the best if I don't go to school. Hahaha. And i'll be skipping my tuition for 2 weeks just for the sake of volleyball, yes.

I can say that it is very necessary for me to study at home when i have free times. But my brain won't functionate everytime I feel like studying. How pathetic.

I fall down many times lately and getting more cuts now :( Gosh my legs, cacat eady laa. And I pulled my muscle again :( both my legs are very painful. But I have to overcome it and push myself to play till volleyball finishes. Anything for volleyball weh. I won't stop playing volleyball. I must say, it is the best sports ever besides Cheerleading. And can release stress as well.

Wondering

It's kindda frustrating when we dont know what is other people are thinking in their minds. I just wish i could read their minds :D I just wanna know what is it! Wanna know what's their intention towards us.

When a bad-tempered person meets a bad-tempered person, when they combine, they'll become worst! Problems won't solve. That's what i'm scared of right now. I just need someone who can take care of me. Someone who'll be there for me no matter what. I really want a serious relationship. It's not easy to have that. Both parties need to give commitment.

I'm talking crap now, erhhh k IGNORE IT. Moving on, school was boring today. Got homeworks but never do. I will do this weekend as i think i have the time to do it. Probably not going anywhere. As for tomorrow, me and my mom might be going to buy some stuff.

And am going to dance practice on the afternoon.

These days, lots of my stuff are missing! I mean important stuff are missing! Really important ones. It's just not there when i needed it the most! :S And gonna buy some stationary too at Popular. Really need to shop stationeries cz i lost my pens, scissor, highlighter! arghh. Someone have taken it laa i think. GET A LIFE LA! BUY YOUR OWN STATIONERY! *sigh*

I just want volleyball to finish fast! I need to focus on my study also. And bored of going to training d. HAHA. And i miss my cheer teammates. I hope they're doing well. They're gonna start practicing soon which i won't be around next week the whole week. Have to catch up evrything when i join them.

And yes, one more thing. MY SISTERS ARE ANNOYING. They're just not the best sisters ever haha. Sisters suppose to be our friend. But mine are more like irritating. And BUSYBODYYY. Mind your own business! So what if i go out with boys? I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE. HELLO! GEEZZZ.

And finally i had proper dinner today. I didn't eat anything since yesterday. No kidding. When i say i didnt eat, i mean i didn't have my lunch, dinner yesterday and breakfast this morning. I just eat at school! Mom doesnt cook these days and she and my sisters had dinner outside without me and didnt buy anything for me. Waited dad to come back with food yesterday, feeling like ages!

And i can't even play volleyball today! I was not performing at all. I SUCK TODAY. screw that :/

These past few days, i keep on smiling at school. When i'm thinking of 'it', i smile :) And my friends caught me smiling alone. Day-dreaming to be exact :p It's awesome when you have someone cheer up your day and make you smile evryday and be there for you.

I'm back!

Dila's back weh haha. I know It's been awhile since i last blogged. Dont really have much time for blogging. I miss blogging very much. As much as i miss him. Hahhhaa. School's doing okay. Life's okay too i think. I just noticed that mid-year exam is just another few more weeks awayyyyy. I better get started! Tension la gila. ahah

And now is 3.22pm and here i am blogging on the afternoon. Never done it before. Usually i go online at night time. But pfft wtv. It's just weird to me :)

I gotta go to school and see principle today. Have some problem to be settled down. I hate my school. I mean who doesnt? :p

Btw, i miss cheer so much. And miss my buddies gonna see them starting next week. Yeahhh baby. Rio the movie is coming out soon. Wanna watch laa the birds are so cute. Damn. Okayy i have nothing much to say now but will update more soon.