Wondering

It's kindda frustrating when we dont know what is other people are thinking in their minds. I just wish i could read their minds :D I just wanna know what is it! Wanna know what's their intention towards us.

When a bad-tempered person meets a bad-tempered person, when they combine, they'll become worst! Problems won't solve. That's what i'm scared of right now. I just need someone who can take care of me. Someone who'll be there for me no matter what. I really want a serious relationship. It's not easy to have that. Both parties need to give commitment.

I'm talking crap now, erhhh k IGNORE IT. Moving on, school was boring today. Got homeworks but never do. I will do this weekend as i think i have the time to do it. Probably not going anywhere. As for tomorrow, me and my mom might be going to buy some stuff.

And am going to dance practice on the afternoon.

These days, lots of my stuff are missing! I mean important stuff are missing! Really important ones. It's just not there when i needed it the most! :S And gonna buy some stationary too at Popular. Really need to shop stationeries cz i lost my pens, scissor, highlighter! arghh. Someone have taken it laa i think. GET A LIFE LA! BUY YOUR OWN STATIONERY! *sigh*

I just want volleyball to finish fast! I need to focus on my study also. And bored of going to training d. HAHA. And i miss my cheer teammates. I hope they're doing well. They're gonna start practicing soon which i won't be around next week the whole week. Have to catch up evrything when i join them.

And yes, one more thing. MY SISTERS ARE ANNOYING. They're just not the best sisters ever haha. Sisters suppose to be our friend. But mine are more like irritating. And BUSYBODYYY. Mind your own business! So what if i go out with boys? I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE. HELLO! GEEZZZ.

And finally i had proper dinner today. I didn't eat anything since yesterday. No kidding. When i say i didnt eat, i mean i didn't have my lunch, dinner yesterday and breakfast this morning. I just eat at school! Mom doesnt cook these days and she and my sisters had dinner outside without me and didnt buy anything for me. Waited dad to come back with food yesterday, feeling like ages!

And i can't even play volleyball today! I was not performing at all. I SUCK TODAY. screw that :/

These past few days, i keep on smiling at school. When i'm thinking of 'it', i smile :) And my friends caught me smiling alone. Day-dreaming to be exact :p It's awesome when you have someone cheer up your day and make you smile evryday and be there for you.