My life may be extremely great sometimes but in the same time it can turn upside down too at times. I'm looking forward to what's gonna happen in the future. I even haven't decided what I am going to do. Scary :3 Feeling so old la. Haha. But anyways, it's going to be a different life from now on BECAUSE my sister just got married like a month ago so I kindda feel lonely sleeping alone without her. No more laughs and jokes together anymore. Things won't be the same in my house. But however I will always pray for her happiness in her marriage and hope everything will be perfectly fine. I made my brother in law promised me to take care of my sister! :D and he was like "okay!" hahaha. Oh well, life :) Everybody will get married eventually aite :) But not me. I might stay single foreverrrrrr. Hahhaha.
I must say 2011 was a great year (I think) I've been through a lot. And I learned so much and experienced a lot of things. What a year :) I just hope 2012 will be a better year and improve myself and turn myself into a better person. Yeah.
It's just that I hope what I'm waiting for since 2010 which I still haven't figured it out what to do about it is worth to wait someday. I've had enough and the last thing I want is to get disappointed. I don't want to waste my time waiting for something that's not gonna happen. It's just not right and things have changed a lot. I want to do what's right for me but in the same time I want what's best for other people as well. Everything just seems so hard.
